Fat, fat and more fat. Why does everything in life that tastes really good have to be so fattening? The more important question is why does food have to taste so good to me? Why can I smell and feel the texture and flavors of food more than others? I think this is my trial in life. Because I have a mind to live longer I watch what I eat but I long for the good stuff. I am always thinking about food and what would taste good with this and that. I wish I could be a beautiful chubby women like Paula Dean and be respected for putting butter in everything. Instead I remain the genetic cesspool and must eat healthy or die.